.--<3 My "BaBy" <3

Didn't spend much time with My "BaBy". Being separated because I need to come back Singapore for my studies and she also can't go oversea because her mother doesn't allow her to, so poor things. Miss her so much but can't do anything only can chat through msn or phone only. All these pictures were took inside ktv room cause my friend's birthday then we were celebrating down there. Play until very high on that night. Even inside the room you still can see a "BEAUTIFUL" flying cakes. Haha. . All the cakes were smashed around, so dirty in the room.

As TiMe GoEs By

2 weeks plus never update my blog. Went back to indonesia for my 2 weeks holidays so didn't went to lan shop to update my blog. I was enjoying the holiday but the time passed so fast, just a blink. Didn't do many things over there, only going for pool sometimes and really eat a lot over there cause the food is very cheap. Haha. . and also smoke & drink a lot. I think my beer belly is getting bigger n bigger. This 2 weeks time I met a girl who made me feel like I need to protect her. It is her. I think thats all i can say about it.

Very Unhappy Morning

In the morning at this very moment I woke up with my wet pillow. I wonder why suddenly I had this weird dream. I dreamt that the girl was really gone, no more in this world, and I really went everywhere in the world to find her because I didn't believe I couldn't see her anymore. In the end I failed and I couldn't take it anymore because it was more painful than what I am feeling right now, so I cried in front of my friend until I wanna die (in the dream). So guys please treasure everyone beside you and say whatever you wanted to tell them before they leave you one day and you really couldn't do anything to them anymore. Really, please treasure people around before it is too late. Unfortunately, you couldn't see them, chat, chill with them and share everything that you wanted to share with them when they leave this world.

Emo

Although it was long time ago, I still trying to let it go. I think she was the one that I really love but there is no other things i can do it now. I thought of waiting till I got an income, so that i can let her lead a happy life and no need to be so tiring. But its too late already. As long as she is happy, I still can suffer from the pain. Misses and Cares only can keep it inside of my heart.