Very Unhappy Morning

In the morning at this very moment I woke up with my wet pillow. I wonder why suddenly I had this weird dream. I dreamt that the girl was really gone, no more in this world, and I really went everywhere in the world to find her because I didn't believe I couldn't see her anymore. In the end I failed and I couldn't take it anymore because it was more painful than what I am feeling right now, so I cried in front of my friend until I wanna die (in the dream). So guys please treasure everyone beside you and say whatever you wanted to tell them before they leave you one day and you really couldn't do anything to them anymore. Really, please treasure people around before it is too late. Unfortunately, you couldn't see them, chat, chill with them and share everything that you wanted to share with them when they leave this world.

Emo

Although it was long time ago, I still trying to let it go. I think she was the one that I really love but there is no other things i can do it now. I thought of waiting till I got an income, so that i can let her lead a happy life and no need to be so tiring. But its too late already. As long as she is happy, I still can suffer from the pain. Misses and Cares only can keep it inside of my heart.